I had laid a wash cloth on the back of the tub for me to rest my neck. I slid down into the tub and closed my eyes. I didn't want to wash my body or srub behind my ears, I just wanted to soak and relax. I heard a knock at the door and I don't know how long I had been there for but there were only two candles left burning and the water had gone from scalding hot to an almost cold. Beau came in with a pair of short on and nothing else. It was the first time I had ever seen his body that unclothed and his chest was chiseled lightly but enough to draw my attention. He was carrying a small glass of champagne and handed it over to me. I moved my eyes to his and his had gone soft and he looked as though he had given up. I chugged my champagne down quickly, closed my eyes and slid back down into the tub. I felt his presence still there, sitting on the counter next to the sink, just watching me. We didn't talk for five minutes and I kept my eyes closed. Then all of a sudden I was being lifted out of the tub, my body pressing against his and his breath next to my ear. "I can't help myself any longer. I need and want you more than you know." he said. This time I knew it was a growl and I knew why. I wrapped my legs around his waist considering how short I was it was actually a bit higher than his waist. He slid his arms down my body to my lower back right near my butt and pulled me into him tighter. He growled again at me with no words coming out and kissed my neck.
The entire weekend we stayed in bed talking, laughing and having sex. There was a brief moment I thought of Jake and felt a deep pang of regret. I cheated and I didn't want to cheat but I need the relief of feeling a man hold me and want me. I suppose Jake would never have to know but I couldn't be a liar on top of a cheat. I looked in Beau's eyes and he understood. And then at that moment we made a quiet understanding that we could never do this again
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