The morning I met Jeff I was tired and frustrated. I had a big fight with Jake the night before about not being able to talk to him as much. We talked, no, screamed for five hours straight on the phone. I was so exhausted that I did nothing with myself and was late to work. I put on my black pin striped skirt, a pink short sleeve button up blouse and my simple black and white heels. I left two buttons undone on my blouse not on purpose but it didn't look bad that I was showing just the perfect amount of cleavage. I let my hair stay down and wavy because I didn't have the gusto to do anything with it. I sprayed on some body shimmer so that my pantyhose-less legs wouldn't look bare and stark.
When I got out of the taxi in front of my office building Beau was standing with the most gorgeous man I had ever seen. He was about 6'3" with dirty blond hair, crystal blue eyes and was built unbelievably. I'm pretty sure he had more muscle in his pinky than I did in my entire body. He wasn't built to the point that it was disgusting and if I had to compare him to a celebrity it would be Russell Crowe.
Everything in me went still when I saw him smile at me. I breathed deeply and attempted to straighten my skirt. Beau nodded and started walking towards me. Beau stood about three inches shorter than Jeff but it took everything I had in me not to skip and do a silly dance that these two tall, dark, gorgeous men were walking towards me. Me! Beau introduced Jeff and I to each other and as Jeff took my hand he kissed my check saying gruffly, "Nice to meet you". At that very moment I felt the strangest of emotions. One I felt sex. I wanted sex. And oddly enough with the two of them all I could think about was sex with them both. Then I felt something else. A pull that felt like a small tingle of obsession and need. That tingle had nothing to do with sex.
Beau brushed up behind me quickly wrapping his arm around my waist and leading us both towards the office. I felt heat rise up my legs and my cheeks. I was feeling hot all over but the smell of Beau's cologne, his arm around my waist and his breath so close to me made me unfocused and nervous. Beau was mentioning something about a lot of food and hours in the conference room yet still all I could do was to keep telling myself to breathe.
When Beau finally let go of me I was able to clear my mind and excuse myself to the restroom. I need to splash some water on my face and pull myself together. These two men were hot, very hot, but one was my boss and the other my bosses best friend. I couldn't do this now. I couldn't afford it. And then there was always Jake. I was not the one to cheat or hurt someone intentionally so anything I wanted to do, I couldn't actually bring myself to do it.
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